HAHA! Well, your son probably doesn't wake up at 3am in a panic about money! You do realize you probably have as much a fear of not being able to move (unable to do this or that) as a passion for running?

When I do a walk like yours I realize most people are neither moving nor standing still. I'm the one in a rush, not them. So if I slow down the world isn't going to stop or even slow down. Most of it--all in my head.

Checkhov territory.